My name is vinith I am gay I was born in big family I have 3brothers and a sister ... I am living in Laos with my parents I remember when I was young I am very happy with my life my family until my dad he have change his life by drinking alcohol too much then every thing was change from happy my family started burning everyday my mom and my dad fighting .... Now I am 24 years Oldsmobile and I don't know the what I will do for my future I spend time everyday by have no spirit I that is hard to live life like this when everything you thought is not be like you think when someone you love they start selfish when you feel your home is not your home anymore I have friend who brought me to be money boy in Bangkok and I found that is bad but still do it because I don't wanna go back home coz I feel like I am in jail when I am home now I don't know my futuristic I don't know where I will go what I will do everyday I see only fighting between my parents my mom she always give she deem to me to do and I know I don't like to be like this anymore and I always lies my self and everyone that who I am I used to sleeping with old foreigners for money I used to be bad by tell the lie story I used to dream to be successful but life is not easy I like sex every much I found I can't live without it so I used to have sex with my teacher. For make me pass the schooli am always jealous when I see my friends around me they are successful and I want to be like them I mean I want to go to far from now I want to have everything I can do anything for my successful